Somewhere in Time

Have you ever experienced this?

like a flashback... seeing something from the past when you daydream...

like a feeling you have lived another life before...

if a person's life is planned... by someone...maybe i played too much in heaven before i came down here to live another life and meet my husband.

is there really a heaven or is it just a word to describe something....

like the word "happy".....there's no place Happy...we just use happy to describe something or someone 'coz when i was young i thought the sky is heaven that's why before when i fly a kite i was so happy to see that my kite almost touched it but then i've learned later that the sky is just the cover of the earth and outside is a universe with so many stuff around it...i'm also asking if what is at the very bottom of the universe?.... pffft whatever! I'm going crazy here...

I don't believe that when a human dies, the soul comes back and lives another life but is it possible?

after all, how come water evaporates and comes back to us as rain?

on the other hand maybe the cause why i see things is hunger....i better eat now..see yah!

School in United States

My sister in the Philippines is on her final year in high school. next year she is going to college which is really a good thing. she likes co- curricular activities a lot like school shows etc.
boy she always wants to join. I said there's nothing wrong with that but she spends money on clothing for those activities and she only gets to wear them once...my mother was nagging 'coz she says it's a waste of money. Well i said you can say that again because i think the school should provide it...it should be part of the school's budget so that every year if they want to do the same "little show" they can lend those paraphernalia’s to the new student heir. there are more important things for the money like for uniforms, shoes, tuition fees etc.
now i remember when i graduated from high school the school never gave me my diploma because i owed them money from those gospel or It's like small books with comics on it and stuff, they said it's an educational piece of reading material that they gave out to students every now and then....most are thrown everywhere.. and when i enrolled for college my report card got a note "she has outstanding balance on her account".pffft!

I told my mama that here the children doesn't wear uniform. i see them wearing a backpack and they look just like they're heading for the park.... talking about "comfortable"...
I’ve heard the tuition is free too for high school here.
And talking about College Schools in United States, There's one here that i went to for information and initial application last month. it’s a private college and they offer 3 programs that is business office admin, medical assistant and something about Technology. Associate Degrees (2 years).
Well I was so Interested 'coz it's 4 days a week, 4 hours a day...great schedule for full time workers...unfortunately it was $28,000 for 2 years, I passed the Entrance Exam....timed for 12 minutes 50 questions (laughing***) and I qualified for Sallie Mae student loan which is suppose to cover about more than half of it but did not for the federal "free money" 'coz i worked last year and i beat the poverty line which means that i've earned so much...stated in my taxes for me not to be given free money for school...
well now I’m trying again....for public schools 'coz they're cheaper ..hopefully next year.

it’s all about trying...it's ALWAYS been.

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thanks for reading.

***day off and feeling blue
I want to gaze into those filthy sea...
oh philippines how i miss you...
most i love in life are free..

Life with no job

So it's been a while since I’ve visited my blog 'coz I was fixing things and my husband was out of work or job whatever because businesses keeps closing these days...economic reasons...
it was funny actually 'coz the company was bought by another company who have the same business and then closed it down...my husband said they don't want competition something like that.

He gets unemployment benefits though from the government but it's not enough compares to the money he was getting when he's still employed but anyway I think it's better than nothing at all. he's looking for another job though but god...it's that scarce...
I was thinking because in the Philippines we don't have unemployment benefits so if you don't work you don't have anything... that's the difference